its now 2.13am and im still not asleep..
trying to get to sleep but just couldn't..
been so stressed up about school and other personal stuff!!
sometimes i wish i could reset my life and go back to the happy time and just stay there..
tomorrow school starts and it so sucks!!
prelims are coming then N levels!
too much pressure..
lower sec sure have it easy..
i kinda decide what im going to and what course i am going to take but somehow i feel so uneasy..
hope could get sick and did not have to go to school!!
but sick doesn't mean H1N1 influenza(swine flu)..
something like fever or cold!!
i want my holiday to be longer or school to start later!!
you feel so stress like you feel like you can die!!

it has been a day since i am back from malaysia and i really miss that place already!!
i miss the nice hotel, the traveling and especially my uncle and aunt!!
really had fun with them..
laugh a lot, play around and relax!!
the only time the whole family would meet up is so rare...
it only happen when there is a special occasion..
eg. someone birthday, taraweeh, hari raya or other stuff..
been so boring since last night till now...
have been in bed, using the computer and eating the food bought from malaysia like roasted chestnut and some tibits!! so boring!!
when in malaysia was out all the time and eat all i can!! especially ice-cream waffle!!
i wish i could migrate to malaysia with the whole family or at the very least stay there a little longer and have more fun!!
whats more there is classes during the rest of the holiday!!
so reluctant to go!!
i feel like i wanna do something big and tell my parents everything!!
so stress up!!

blog so early as will go to the great unknown...
not really.. just going to malaysia and try to relax!!
last week was the worst of all!! i really hate the tt!!
will be back by next week..
my comp can have a nice rest after me not offing it for quite a while..hehe
byebye!!